"welcome to summer"
driving and driving and lots of tissues and packing and new clothes and books and yeah my birthday was pretty nice and i'm old enough to buy beer even though i don't drink. tromping through the woods and tv and burning eyelids. slippery just nod your head broke and not too clever what will happen next disappearing looking forward to fear and daydreams that never materialize.mailed a letter to my ex, filled out applications, need to go play with the copy machine. getting lost in balls of fire is preferable and is it bad that i've been only eating one meal a day?
nothing's bad. i'm missing out. obligations. i need to learn to give.
this all sounds so melodramaticdepressive. go here --> www.allmylifeforsale.com because it was on mtv. but it's cool. but jewish girls shouldn't be playmates.
