"tumultuous"
dreamed about my mom telling andy he's too skinny and talking to my brother and cousins coming over and drinking cranberry juice out of wine glasses.sleep is not nearly as fun as it used to be. i tried going to bed relatively early, at 10:30, but it didn't work. i tossed and turned and made up elaborate scenarios in my head. got up for water around midnight.
all my dreams are too real. i wake up wondering what just happened. i wake up by being torn away from another world.
sometimes words make me shake, ominous power, scary video games, hide and seek.
Either my eyesight fails, or thou lookest pale.
