i feel very...needy

i just want to curl up in a ball

and be fucked

or loved

the equivalent

i feel

weak. and selfish.

and alone

crying inside but for no good reason

wanting

deserving?

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doesn't matter. after writing this i'll pray and shake it off and things will be mostly good.

or am i just running away?

*laughs* probably.

but sometimes, all there is to do is run.