i need to run away whilst continuing to be productive and accomplished.

i need to be international and southern.

i need to start drinking coffee and start running.

i need to let go of hesitancy and fear and any notion that i can't do exactly what i want to do for the rest of my life.

why on earth can't i visit every continent in the world, be a high school english teacher with a master's in adolescent lit, a midwiving degree, and publish random novels on the side? is there any reason why i can't give every ounce of strenth to everything that's important to me without worrying about what anyone else thinks about it?